Yes. I'm back, i think. It's been a while since i've actually posted anything. Thanks to thesis.
How many times have i've posted and basically declared that i hate changes. Transitions are hard that's why i hate changes. It shakes my nice, little world. It brings uncertainty and i hate that as well. To the people very close to me, i think you all know what i'm talking about. I hate the situation not the person. Duh.
A friend told me just yesterday, wag ko daw pangunahan yung experience. let it all just happen. Well, here it comes.
Maybe if i stop moving, maybe if stop breathing (figurative to, for Kia's sake), maybe if i just stop. do you think the pain will?
I want to feel numb again but i can't dahil masyadong nang malalim ang lahat.
Help me smile. Help me wake up. Help me face the new day. Help me stand up again.
Don't let me drown.
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...