Broken Sonnet
Hale
And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now i will admit in this fourth line
That i love you, that i love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It’s the same, it’s the same
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, that i love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe i’m just not the one for you.
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahaha!!!! eto ang aking reaksyon nang pumasok ako sa bahay ko sa sunrise ng April 2, 2005 ng gabi... pasensiya na sa mga nabingi.
Sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon, may nagbigay sa akin ng successful na surprise party. Sa buong buhay ko, simula pa nang naintindihan ko na ang konsepto ng surprise party, kinagiliwan ko nang gawin ito sa mga kaibigan ko... hehe... ang sarap kasing gawin... =) wala pang nagbigay sa aking ng surprise party, kung meron man, nalalaman ko rin bago pa mangyari... ngayon lang nagtagumpay ng wala talaga akong kaalam-alam. ang galing!
First time 'to...wow...
Kaya ako'y nagpapasalamat kina Aligs at Ate Cha na 3 pm pa lang tumulong na mag-ayos
kay Vicente na naglagay ng mga lawit-lawit sa ceiling ko
kay Patrick sa lahat ng hininga na binigay niya sa sandamakmak na balloon sa bahay
kay Benj na sinubukan din namang magpalobo ng balloon
kay Kuya na nakisali pa talaga (kahit na kung anu-anong ikinuwento sa mga tao)
at siyempre sa mga pasimuno ng surprise na ito...
kina Ate Bea at Kia... Holy Week pa lang nagpaplano na pala... Salamat sa thought, sa effort at sa pagod ninyo...
SALAMAT!!!!
Ang resulta nito... Waterfalls sa mata ko at siyempre isang malaking marka sa puso ko...
kahit na ayokong mag-bente, heto ako birthday na birthday at nagsusulat dito...
Dahil, ito na ang pinakamasaya kong birthday!
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Isang gabi
Isang pag-uusap
Matapos ang ilang buwang pag-iyak ng hindi alam ang rason
ilang buwang humanap ng sagot
sa mga tanong ng luhang ito
Matapos ang ilang buwan
Heto na't binigay na sa akin ang sagot na aking hinahanap
Ibunyag sa bisperas ng aking kaarawan
Mga luhang nagtatanong
Umagos ng may dalang sagot.
Sa lahat ng sakit at lungkot
tinumbok nito ang isang punto-
Pagmamahal,
ipinadarama ang lalim at bigat nito.
Aking naiintindihan kung bakit kailangan munang lumuha
Akala ko'y sakit, kasiyahan pala.
Loving someone is giving that person the power to hurt you. The more hurt it is that you feel, the deeper your love is.
Don't look at it as something cynical. It doesn't mean that you need to be in pain to say that you have loved or loving. It just tries to explain the pain that you feel if, by any chance, you were once hurt or still hurting. In loving someone, you open up, you reveal yourself, you take a risk and wtih these you become vulnerable, that is why you inevitably give that person the power to hurt you. Only the power to hurt you not the choice--this is different, this is abuse.
Funny how I learned and understood all these just as i turned 20 (yes, 20). I know that there is more to learn and i'm ok with that.
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...