Hindi pa ako makaisip ng mas magandang salita. At one point, I am beginning to be furious. At one point, jaded. Yet on another point, just beginning to be pissed. and still, at some point, I am very very nervous.
I think I am pissed and mad and it's turning into nothing -- jaded. I speak my mind but somehow, this time around, I prefer not to talk to you because I know you wouldn't truthfully listen, anyway. So why bother when you don't? You think, everything's gonna be okay if you try to look okay and approach me in a sunny mood. No. Well, now, I dont care that much anymore.
It might be wrong to make assumptions but I guess, it's just my instinct. I don't like it when people try to tinker with what I think is mine or at least, I claimed or used first. I can be territorial, especially with the people that I am not close to. I am also a very detailed person and these details that may seem nothing to others is maybe something big for me.
Am I angry? I do not know.
Because, I feel a lot of things right now. A mixture of emotions but nevertheless, i know what those are.
I am also very very nervous because something's changing and it's hard for me to deal with it.
But I am also happy. Very much on one big aspect of my life. =)
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miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...