Salamat Ate Chinky sa pagtawag mo. Pasensiya na at naubos ang load mo. Wala na akong matakbuhan.
Bugbog sarado na ako, ano pa bang gusto Mo sa akin? Anong kasalanan ko sa iyo para ganituhin Mo ako?
Bagsak na ako...
Bigayan Mo naman ako ng pagkakataong bumangon at pagalingin ang sarili ko.
Imagine, getting beaten up, you stumble as you try to stand up. You try to mend yourself because no one is there. you haven't eevn started mending yourself, once again, you are beaten up. This happens over and over again. Until you are weak. so weak that even a slight tap causes you so much pain and makes you fall on the ground.
Imagine the pain and the hurt, the frailty.
Imagine that, happening within you -- to your soul.
I just want it to stop.
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...