May i just rant and let these thoughts flow out of my system. Hay. i've basically transformed into an emotional little girl. Every high school friend of mine keeps giving me faces like 'you?-bato-ka-diba' looks. hey. so, i admit, cry babay naman ako eh pero being emotional, i guess, isn't a simple as being a cry baby. kasi pag cry baby, medyo mababaw, pag emotional, medyo iba ang gravity sa iyo. Di lang yan, OA pa ang mood swings ko. Labo. Minsan iritating. Lalo na siguro sa napagbalingan. Kawawa. Hey, I do know when to say I'm sorry and admit my mistakes and blah blah blah. Pero, di naman siguro forever na lang ako magsosorry right after a (most of the time) really unreasonable mood swing. Kung may alam kayong cure, jeez, I'm all ears. Teka, sakit nga ba ito? Kasalanan ko bang minsan trip ko maghanap ng atensyon? eh, minsan feeling taken forgranted. Labo. Anybody naman siguro at one point feels this way. sana lang. kasi kung hindi, ibig sabihin may sakit na ko... cure, anyone??? Minsan feeling mo ang manhid ng tao sa paligid mo. After mo gawan ng issue dahil sa frustration, after ng peak ng iyong moment, takte. Ayun. Unreasonable ka pala. Bigla-bigla na lang nagtatampo. So, instead na ikaw ang nasuyo, ikaw pa ngayon. pero ok lang. kasalanan mo naman eh. ang hindi ko lang maintindihan at sinusubukan kog intindihin eh kung bakit mrami akong ganitong pagkakataon. kay psych majors, kung gusto nyo ng thesis, i'm volunteering my weirdness. Kia? Anyone? Kia, ako na lang, project mo. Hay. di ko lam kung anong gagawin ko. but oh well. what a day! Labo. as usual. Hay. ***cguro, i just wanted something special*** |
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...