Have you ever felt so lost in your world? One minute, you know everything about it and everything's fine, then the next, you're completely lost. Why is it that things sometimes get out hand? No matter how you control it, it just escalates. What do you do when your world is thrown into complete chaos. What if one day, you wake up and everything's just not the same? How do you deal with it. How do even know who to talk to? Things happening all around you and you just cannot keep up. You stand there, not moving, for you have no idea what to do. Things happen around you and you just keep still. You do nothing but then you're the one who looks bad. What do you do when you get blamed for something that you didn't even do? You get so frustrated because you have no idea and the harder you try to get some answers or the harder you try to clear things up, the more confusing it gets. You have nothing but speculations. People would then advise you not to think of it anymore. So, what do you do? Do you remain still and just let your image be soiled upon? Do you let them continue thinking what they want when it's wrong? You try to get on with your life but you can't help the fact that your world remains in chaos and that people continue on misinterpreting you. Do you just let all these happen? It gets you so frustrated when you had nothing to do about it and suddenly your right smack in the middle of things. You have no solid and concrete knowledge in your hand for they try to confuse you even more. So, now, you don't really know what your role in this stupid problem is. Maybe, you weren't involved in the first place and now you are and you had nothing to do with it. Or maybe you were, you were just dense or denying that fact. Or maybe, you weren't really a part of it and now you look so stupid. But then all you have are maybe's. So, you try do what you think is practical-you ignore it, since you have no idea if your involved anyway. So, why dwell on it? It's a waste of time. But why do you feel that you are? You can't help the fact that now, things would never be the same again. It's such a confusing situation to be in. So, forget it. But something pulls you back into that black hole that you have no idea if you even belong there. Don't you just wish you can shut down your entire world even for just a short while?
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...
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