Her laptop broke down-my diskette stuck inside. I have to re-type everything. All my hard labor stuck to a collapsed laptop. My paper, that i finished on time, went down the drain. Now, I wasted an hour or so, re-typing stuff when I could've spent this time interviewing Joycie for yet, another paper. But no. Re-type everything. Four pages. This triggered it. Wala na. Lahat ng naipon ko-out. Napuno na naman ako. Frustrated and at the verge of breaking down, I went home. I'm such a cry baby. Aargh. Yosi-salamat. I was able to control it-YES! There was a knock at my door. (?) Kuya Rean. Act normal. Uh-oh. He noticed. With a simple pat on the back and the words: "Miggy, you don't look okay." My eyes turned into waterfalls. I cried in the middle of the day. Thanks Kuya Rean. Not asking any questions-just sitting there with me.
An angel came to the rescue, by the way. Kia, thanks for letting me use your precious laptop. Twice na ko na-rescue nito.
I had the inevitable talk kanina. Man, you're too good to be true. Ang bait mo, dude. I'm still sorry, anyhow.
Why do these things always follow me around?
Di ba ko pwedeng tantanan?
Bakit kailangang overlapping?
Bakit kailangang saby-sabay?
Hindi ba pwedeng maka-solve muna ng isa bago sapawan at dagdagan ng bago?
Wala bang recovery time?
Hindi ba pwedeng sunod-sunod as opposed to sabay-sabay?
Nasaan ba ang container ng sama ng loob?
Bakit parang ang liit nung akin?
*Pagod*
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...
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