Seryoso na to...
Ngarag na talaga ko...
Grabe...
Last night, my mom and I got into a fight, which, by the way, made me feel SO guilty.
Pinapauwi nya ako, kasi daw walang bantay yung pamangkin ko.
Guilty. Yun lang. She called me up at aroung 10 pm, she was asking to go home and commute.
Man, I told her I needed to study, which is true naman.
I had four readings to finish for theo and at the same time, memorize all the terminologies involved for he was going to give us an objective test the next day.
I was cramming. I had no other time to study for it, because my three-hour break before theo was intended for a film viewing fo history (paper due on Monday!).
I really felt guilty and a friend of mine advised me to call my mom back. I did. I told her now, that I was willing to go home, then she said, "Di bale na, late na." Then, hung up on me.
Nice. Just nice.
I tried to study but I couldn't, I needed to clear up my head. So, I went out with my old school lighter and my cigs. I was like an idiot walking around Katipunan. Then, I saw SBC. Hmm. I remembered Kia telling me that she had to study for two classes. I went in.
Got her fave coffee and brought it to her place.
She was asleep.
I left a note.
I went back to walking. I got home and commanded myself to study.
I did. Panic.
I slept at 4:30 am, wanting to wake up at 6:30 am but to no success.
I woke up at 8:40 am, my class was at 9.
Nice.
Good Luck. Obviously, I was running late. This was, so far, the fastest 20 minutes of my life.
*sigh*
I got my SA results: Damn. C.
Nice. Failure strikes again.
Then, there was theo, 15 item quiz. Genesis lang. All my cramming for nothing.
I'm about to have dinner tonight. If there couold be one good thing that I hope would happen is that, my card wouldn't be declined. If by some odd reason, it will be ...
Then, ngarag.
That's all.
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...
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