After my wonderful TBS last Saturday, I really wanted to go and hang-out with the Angels. But no. I had this required recollection for theo at four. Required Recollection. How can you recollect when it's required. But then, I still needed to go. Good thing I did because for those who missed this recollection, they were to be required to submit a book report that I don't even want to know what it's about. So then, I got there. The person who was giving a recollection wasn't a priest or brother. Ok, this is new. She was this theology teacher and was still studying. So, I thought, this I got to see.
Ok, I admit. The recollection was good. No, ok. It was great. It's not your typical recollection. I really enjoyed it because maybe, we were on the same road, the facilitator, I mean.
What I learned can be put into five sentences: "It's your choice. If you don't understand something, then don't do it. Try to understand it first. Find out whatever you can and understand it. When you do, then go do what you want." That's it. Exactly. I found my god. Haha. No, seriously. Now, I know that I'm not an atheist, agnostic is what I am. So, people, stop screwing me if I don't believe in all that Catholicism requires. I don't understand it so I don't like doing it for the heck of it. What was wrong with me was that I didn't do anything about it. I didn't try to understand it. And so, now, I shall. This was what my beloved mother was trying to tell me all along. Her version wasn't just that blunt and clear. To truly hit me, you need to go straight to the point and whack it into my brain.
So, anyway, that was Saturday for me. Yesterday, I was suppossed to do this paper but my brain wouldn't function. I think something's wrong with it. So, I decided to blog. Guess what the PC's at Prince David wouldn't allow me. Why is it that all PC's hate me? Even Kia's laptop. *sigh* So, now I'm stuck here so early in the morining trying to do this paper due tomorrow.
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POINTLESS ROAD?
Living this moment
It's my choice
Being in this predicament
Following this voice
Knowing this road will someday end
And it is going nowhere
Still not turning back
Continueing this track
Share this with me
We'll get through this
Let's not think of parting
Walk with me here
Journies are far more important
Whatever its destination be
It maybe good or bad
No one can really determine
Someday this road would part
The goodbye's could be sad
But looking back
I know I'll be glad, I took this chance.
-08/09/04-
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...
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