I have to do two papers, do a million readings and study my brains off. I have to finish one of the two papers this weekend.
I've been trying to, I just can't seem to concentrate. Everytime I try to do this paper, something always comes up.
Haynako.
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I hate it when things are vague. I don't know. I always want to figure out things. I always need literal clarification.
I don't like it when I'm clueless. I don't like it when there's somehting I should know but no one's telling me.
I don't like it when people judge you or think differently of you just because you did something out of the stupid norm.
I hate that look when they speculate something out of you just because you were being honest. Why can't people just say what they have to say?
Or what they want to say?
Ask questions or just say it.
I don't like draining all my time and brain cells trying to figure people out.
Just say it. I don't like having those looks when they pretend they aren't thinking of you any differently but they really are.
I hate open-ended talks.
I hate it that I hate things.
I hate uncertainty.
I hate confusion. I hate this right now.
I hate myself as of this moment. I hate the world at this very second.
My day isn't over yet and I'm already like this.
As the cliche always says, "Lilipas din yan.."
Who knows, tomorrow I would love everything...
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...
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