What I wasn't able to recount last night was the pillow fight.
Man, I forgot how fun that was. Acting like little kids.
It so nice to be like little kids!
No problems, no heartaches, just pure innocent fun and almost shallowness...
This was so much fun! It was like a little slumber party of some sort...
Haha... Food and people and smokes...
As Kuya Nanan would say, "It was worth it!"
***SA 21:
I just had my test today...
Part I: Hmmm...ok, next..
Part II: Uh, next please..
Part III: Um, A?, C?, B?
Part IV: uh, True? True, False?
Part V: essay. Time to bullshit!
Damn! Why do I keep on failing this suppessedly easy class?!!
I feel so stupid.
I woke up at 8:30, this class was at 9. Get the picture.
Who could ever study four hand-outs plus a few pages of notes in 30 minutes while taking a bath, putting on clothes and catching a trike going to school?
Fine. I should have studied the previous night.
The thing is, I did try. Walang pumapasok sa utak ko. I fell asleep and tada! When I woke up, 8:30 na.
***BREAK:
Ouch. Pain. Gunfire. Shot gun. Pilbox. Canon. Bomb. Atomic bomb. Nuclear bomb. Dead.
***THEO 121:
I never learn, late, damn prof.
***ACTING I:
I wasn't able to practice, we had a monologue kanina.
We'll be having the real test on Tuesday, audience required.
And guess what?! He made me the finale.
After class, I talked to him, his last words: "Galingan mo ha?, Ginawa kitang finale, loka! Sa'yo, nakasalalay ang last impression nila sa class natin!"
Way to put pressure on you, huh?
The thing is, I'm in BFA TA. Fine. But I'm not an actress.
I'm more on the production side.
See, pressure.
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During Theo, I was scribbling whatever it is that entered my mind. I've been doing this since highschool.
Another outlet, I guess.
I read kanina, and man, it was some deep shit.
About life, loose ends, what I needed to start doing and a new found goal.
I kept on saying, wait for me. Haha. What?!
So, then, it was all that.
Then during acting class, while waiting for my turn, there I go again.
I needed this sort of stimulus to act.
What entered, what if I lost >>>*<<<.
It was enough, though, my teacher said, I just needed to work on the gestures and not dropping the stimulus. He also, asked me to do rational trantrums during the test. Basta, acting jargon.
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Coffee. I fell asleep. Shit. She wasn't mad, though. (Thank, God!)
I missed this. I really do.
Good thing, we had coffee again. Nice.
We talked about anything ang everything we could think of.
I really miss this. This was one good thing that happened today.
Thanks, angel!
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...
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