Not anymore.
But I do.
What now?
I just keep my mouth shut.
How are you?
I'm better. (I think)
I guess this song says it all.
"You Were Meant For Me" by Jewel
I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
I got my eggs and my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause
Dreams last for so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I go about my business, I'm doin fine
Besides what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you
Yeah.... You were meant for me and I was meant for you.
wishful thinking at the moment. malabo as usual.
Yes. I'm back, i think. It's been a while since i've actually posted anything. Thanks to thesis.
How many times have i've posted and basically declared that i hate changes. Transitions are hard that's why i hate changes. It shakes my nice, little world. It brings uncertainty and i hate that as well. To the people very close to me, i think you all know what i'm talking about. I hate the situation not the person. Duh.
A friend told me just yesterday, wag ko daw pangunahan yung experience. let it all just happen. Well, here it comes.
Maybe if i stop moving, maybe if stop breathing (figurative to, for Kia's sake), maybe if i just stop. do you think the pain will?
I want to feel numb again but i can't dahil masyadong nang malalim ang lahat.
Help me smile. Help me wake up. Help me face the new day. Help me stand up again.
Don't let me drown.
Can i just say....
ANG SAYA NG CAROLING KAHAPON AT KANINA!!!!! Woohooo!!!!!
Ang sarap pa ng food!!!!
Congrats EDS nad KIM!!!
hehehe.... Tiloy-tuloy na to!!!!
I hate changes. I hate it. But once again, it is happening. It's inevitable, I know. Still, it sad and out of my control and I don't like it. I don't.
miggy. michee*. michellette. different names, different facades. one whole complicated individual underneath the blanket of stars hoping that one day i could hold one.
:: Michelle Loves ::the stars. the wide sky. love itself. the journey. and maybe the destination.
:: Random Thoughts ::chocolates. sweets. hugs. kisses. smiles. laughter. tears. painful knowledge. truth. honesty. cookies. love. alone. friends.
:: Stars falling, An angel hoping ::staring at the wide sky. walking underneath the stars. enduring the journey -- loving it, hating it, not sure of the destination. i continue to walk, covering ground while the stars fall, and i continue to hope...